just had some thoughts today
I wish I could believe in god. nice people who aren’t prejudice or problematic or anything that believe in god are fucking unreal. Like I overheard this convo today and this man goes “I was going through a hard time and I just wanted to scream ‘why are you doing this god’, but I just had faith. I knew it was just a test, and once you make it through, you can look back and admire how well he helped you through it” like that is fucking unbelievable. Literally I don’t believe it, but I love the idea that people can believe it. I think they have this inspired light in their eyes - faith. I want that, but w/o the believe in a supernatural being that condemns me and 95% of my friends to eternal damnation.